My moods have been a rollercoaster, and I am trying to keep my sanity by still maintaining things I love to do like CrossFit, basketball, and watching anime or dramas. I spend one hour not talking to a human soul, because I am tired of people. Granted, I work with a great team, but it gets overwhelming. I try each and everyday to stay positive, but this past week was not okay. Each day I think multiple times of whether anything is worth doing. I constantly doubt myself and my sarcasm are starting to become hidden truths.
This whole system is hurting everyone. It is a harsh truth, and people are seeking answers, but I wish people first ask themselves.
As we go into finals week, I know it is still going to be a struggle. Time to fake it and just go on.