This semester has been going. I feel like I know my job a little better, so I have been able to do more than just survive. I was able to travel as well to Hawaii and Nashville. It was both interesting experiences that were worth doing. Life seems to be moving forward, whether I want to or not. I have not changed much of my circumstances in terms of my personal well being. I have learned to let go of a lot of things and just telling myself it wasn't meant for me. My drive has taken a backseat and lately I have been swallowing my pride because others just can't deal with their own issues. The role I am in is a double edge sword. It drives me to the brink of insanity while trying to remain calm for face value. I cannot remind people that I have the same experience and role as any educator and a title does not define power. I don't care about personal feelings, because at the end of the day, we all have to do what is right for what we do. Those have been my sentiments lately. Ideally, this is just a check in. Making sure I start 2023 with an onward outlook of things that may come.
It has been a while. Let alone the last time I posted was before I began the school year. Now we are in a semester over. I finally got the vid a few days ago. It sucks. I thought I would be the few who did not, but here I am. I know I got it from the place I always go to, and it sucked because I knew someone was fishy. Anyway, we can't change what has happened. Here I am spending NYEs in isolation because I don't want anyone else to suffer. Luckily, it has felt like a common cold for me. The vaccines I would say are sufficient enough. This semester has been going. I feel like I know my job a little better, so I have been able to do more than just survive. I was able to travel as well to Hawaii and Nashville. It was both interesting experiences that were worth doing. Life seems to be moving forward, whether I want to or not. I have not changed much of my circumstances in terms of my personal well being. I have learned to let go of a lot of things and just telling myself it wasn't meant for me. My drive has taken a backseat and lately I have been swallowing my pride because others just can't deal with their own issues. The role I am in is a double edge sword. It drives me to the brink of insanity while trying to remain calm for face value. I cannot remind people that I have the same experience and role as any educator and a title does not define power. I don't care about personal feelings, because at the end of the day, we all have to do what is right for what we do. Those have been my sentiments lately. Ideally, this is just a check in. Making sure I start 2023 with an onward outlook of things that may come.
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