I have been more bitter, extra sarcastic, and pessimistic. My world is just on a mundane repeat, and constant blame or you don't get it from people has taking the patience out of me. I would say I am more irritable, and never amazes me how easily it is to blame the other without looking into oneself.
There are a million or so thoughts in my head. I try to take the time to not engage with anyone now because it gets quite daunting to maintain patience. Overall, I knew this job would be like this, I am not phased or shocked by it, but it does suck to always take the hits of those who can't. Or find the words to make a person understand and self-reflect versus it being "that's what she said."
In the crazy of this all, I have still maintained CrossFit. If I did not I will probably lose it. I have also been debating on a new purchase, but I have been on the fence with it since I still need to work on some things. For the time being I will just wait and let time does it thing. For halloween I dressed up as Momo from My Hero Academia, so that was fun. And basketball is alive and well and will get me through the remainder of the school year.
Goodbye October, hello November.